The Challenge for Myself

The Challenge for Myself. Blog#4 Up to now, I also can remember that my first time to spent a whole day like a adult can just my alone when I was 9 years old. At that summer holiday, I went to Beijing, the capital city of China for travel. My parents ask me to find a hotel and travel the city for a whole day by myself. I really scared about that, I hand't do that before and I even didn't know how to do that. After my mom give my the key of my room, they were gone, went to another hotel, I remember I cried but it useless. I was not brave enough to take a bath because I remember a kind of ghost will come out from stinkpot, so I locked the door of toilet, and I turned on all the lights of the room. All kinds of ghost couldn't get out of my mind, I was scared myself and, I have to say that I was succeed. I sleep at approximately 1 AM when I can help myself to close my eyes. But luckily, I had a nice dream without nightmare. After breakfast-from the hotel. Under my mom's require, I had to go out to visit the city. When I stood at the bus stop, I cost a lot of time on recognize where should I go, but I got on reverse bus, I cost extra 2 hours for my mistake. I went to Tiananmen Square because it don't need to buy a ticket. The lunch, I bough a hamburger from KFC, the seller asked me three times for make sure because I said it in a low voice. I almost spent my whole day at Tiananmen Square, I was scared to talk with anyone else and just stay at a corner. About 5 PM, my parents appeared, they also follow me for whole day but I was too nervous to find them, I held my mom's hand and complain tearfully that I was hunger and scared. After that, I know I should go to somewhere by myself for displace stay at home for study stiff, i need more living experience.

Start At The End

Start At the End

  The goal, which is definition as the thing that people would like to struggle or try his best to get.  Everyone should has their own goal, maybe there are some details about the goal will change, but I believe that everyone are trying to have a wonderful life, for themselves, for their family and so on, this must be basic goal.

  I also need to struggle for myself, and I really do that in China, I spent most of my time and energy on study, which also I have to do.  The compete between students are very intense in China, as knowing as that there aren’t  a lot of famous colleges in China, for a good work, students need to get into a good profession of a good college, that’s harsh and also hard, there are a lot students have same idea with you, but how many students of them can realize their dream, which is most basic dream for future.  In my hometown, there are 32 thousand needed to get into college every year. My hometown, Lanzhou, is only a developing city in China, but how many students will be enrolled by good college?  That’s sounds crazy but is fact. With age, I gradually understand that my dream is very hard although I already spent most of my time on study.

  So, I even feel more and more helplessness  and despair. My goal, also become more and more low. But at that time, I suddenly know that I can go abroad for easier study, I feeling like rebirth and also pressure. I am glad to go abroad and have a new chance for my goal. So that, it declare that I end my life in China and start a new study life.

  Start at the end, I also will try my best.

Area Of Expertise

Post #2. Area Of Expertise

The "genius", which definition as the god gave some particular ability on some aspects when you was born. It indicate at you are good at some technologies or branches of learning, for example, Einstein, maybe he was not a good student, but he was a genius on physics. In my opinion, everyone should have their own genius on something, no matter is very exceptional or good at some small things, even play toy.

Talk about my own, I also can remember that when I was young, I always like to dismantle something, like shabby remote control unit and some simple electronics. At that time I just wonder how it can work without people, but final, I could package it back. As the growth of the age, I began to play the "fourwheel drive", which is a kind of toy that driven by motor, I could make up the toy without teach and specification. And I also like to make up anything, when I get a new, strange things like mobile phone and other electronics, I will use then without learn how to use that before, I am interest in explore it's function and usage. 

But, like "Zhuyong Fang" who was good at write poems 1000 years ago, but his parents hadn't paid attention on that, then Fang lost his ability forever (baike.baidu.com). At that time , I just paid attention on study, so I felt that I lose the ability. Also, I was not interest to be a engineer, so I didn't feel regret.

Right now I just want to develope my own habit, to achieve my own dream.

Stranger in a Strange Land

Post #1-"Stranger in a Strange Land":

I also can remember that when I got off from the airplane at Atlanta, I felt confused, I feared, I didn't know where should I go, what should I do. I had to follow a Chinese adult to pass the safety-check and find which gate should I got the next airplane. I also remember that 10 gate was my destination, when I stayed there, I hadn't move for four hours, until the airplane took off.

I arrived Gainesville at 12:00, but because of the time difference, I didn't feel tired at all. The next day, I went to school, I would study in Oak Hall for three years, here would become one of my most familiar place in the strange country. Here, America, different cultural, language, food, people and so on. I am a stranger in here, I didn't have high English level, so it was hard for me to exchange with others, in fact, at first, I even can't discriminate what someone said a sentence or a word. But I need to try my best to fit it, as fast as I can to become one part of the strange land.

But, right now, everything become better. I like this kind of study, which is I don't need to put all of my focus on study, I have time to do some sports, to have healthy body. I enjoy this, so, not only for myself, but also for my parents' hope, I need to fit the strange land, solve the problems of language, study and so on. No matter where I am, I also need to try my best to study. I also have new friends, already began my new life in American, I believe that I can solve there problems that I mention before. 

So, with the help of many people, I will work more hard right now, I an hopeful with my future.