The Challenge for Myself

The Challenge for Myself. Blog#4 Up to now, I also can remember that my first time to spent a whole day like a adult can just my alone when I was 9 years old. At that summer holiday, I went to Beijing, the capital city of China for travel. My parents ask me to find a hotel and travel the city for a whole day by myself. I really scared about that, I hand't do that before and I even didn't know how to do that. After my mom give my the key of my room, they were gone, went to another hotel, I remember I cried but it useless. I was not brave enough to take a bath because I remember a kind of ghost will come out from stinkpot, so I locked the door of toilet, and I turned on all the lights of the room. All kinds of ghost couldn't get out of my mind, I was scared myself and, I have to say that I was succeed. I sleep at approximately 1 AM when I can help myself to close my eyes. But luckily, I had a nice dream without nightmare. After breakfast-from the hotel. Under my mom's require, I had to go out to visit the city. When I stood at the bus stop, I cost a lot of time on recognize where should I go, but I got on reverse bus, I cost extra 2 hours for my mistake. I went to Tiananmen Square because it don't need to buy a ticket. The lunch, I bough a hamburger from KFC, the seller asked me three times for make sure because I said it in a low voice. I almost spent my whole day at Tiananmen Square, I was scared to talk with anyone else and just stay at a corner. About 5 PM, my parents appeared, they also follow me for whole day but I was too nervous to find them, I held my mom's hand and complain tearfully that I was hunger and scared. After that, I know I should go to somewhere by myself for displace stay at home for study stiff, i need more living experience.

Start At The End

Start At the End

  The goal, which is definition as the thing that people would like to struggle or try his best to get.  Everyone should has their own goal, maybe there are some details about the goal will change, but I believe that everyone are trying to have a wonderful life, for themselves, for their family and so on, this must be basic goal.

  I also need to struggle for myself, and I really do that in China, I spent most of my time and energy on study, which also I have to do.  The compete between students are very intense in China, as knowing as that there aren’t  a lot of famous colleges in China, for a good work, students need to get into a good profession of a good college, that’s harsh and also hard, there are a lot students have same idea with you, but how many students of them can realize their dream, which is most basic dream for future.  In my hometown, there are 32 thousand needed to get into college every year. My hometown, Lanzhou, is only a developing city in China, but how many students will be enrolled by good college?  That’s sounds crazy but is fact. With age, I gradually understand that my dream is very hard although I already spent most of my time on study.

  So, I even feel more and more helplessness  and despair. My goal, also become more and more low. But at that time, I suddenly know that I can go abroad for easier study, I feeling like rebirth and also pressure. I am glad to go abroad and have a new chance for my goal. So that, it declare that I end my life in China and start a new study life.

  Start at the end, I also will try my best.